How I became
Christine, The Spiritual G
It's never too late to be your dope self.
What up! So stoked to meet you!
A little background check on me: years ago, I was afraid to be who I am. So much, that I shunned my darkness; the parts of me, that were different. Only to discover later on, that this stemmed from holding onto old paradigms (within my environment) and my own limiting beliefs.
Fortunately, (as always) the universe had my back and in 2010, just as I got accepted into an exchange program in SPAIN (my dream then) I was led to discover, that I had a hole in my heart (aka an atrial septal defect). Thank God, that heart surgery started to awaken the shit out of me - to be "reborn"! ( the 'hole' in my heart was avoid to feel, to love - crazy huh?)
That's when I thought to myself: I got a second chance man. I wanna do what I love. Be me. Free from societal labels, old paradigms, self-limiting beliefs, and anything that held me back from being who I am & living my dopest life!
How do you get there?
Ouf, it's a tough ride, full of darkness AND excitement at the same time! However, since my heart surgery, I made the choice, to commit to my inner hustle - To set out on this crazy journey within towards self-discovery, self-growth & self love. I could tell you with time, it does get "easier". And, it's SO worth it.
It started off with "Dance Your Heart Out", (a dance fundraiser I created to raise awareness about heart disease, and ultimately passion), which in turn, led me to many other art forms such as music, dance, acting, stunts. Through these mediums, I realized the more we do what we love, and live in passion, the more we heal & further discover who we are.
Moreover, after a decade of 'fighting within' my darkness (I was stubborn AF), I finally got fed up and said, "F*ck it - It hurts way more to fight yourself, than to love yourself". And that's when I made the choice to embrace the "darker" parts of me that once made me feel shame & guilt! Whether it's my asian race, my unconventional ways of thinking & being, of living in shades of grey esp in regards to my sexuality, and of pursuing the path less-traveled as a freelance artist (stunt actress), & entrepreneur in personal branding/coaching, without any degree). F*ck yas!
Having said that I recently came out as "bisexual", as someone who feels in "grey" to my ASIAN family via Youtube, and though I was terrified AF, the only way I was able to do it, was by choosing to break free within and love, all of who I am.
So Who Am I?
I am now much more me (and ever changing). I am of many shades - both the dark and the light. I am a creative being, a soul, attracted to depth and growth. I love what I do, from acting, stunts, personal branding/coaching, to storytelling through art.
Sometimes I tell myself,"Damn. If I would've known then what I know now, I could've been my dope self way sooner". But that's the beauty of this journey. We heal in our own time, and in our own ways ;)
With that said, we are reborn everyday and so far here I am. I don't have all the answers. I'm still healing and at times I question who the f*ck I am, but through it all, I've learned some pretty bad ass "skills" that now help me navigate through shit in life, and within myself lol.
Ultimately, my beliefs, and perspective have SHIFTED, and that
makes ALL the difference.
The more I step into being my dope self, the more I thrive in my dreams, and in life.
So Can You!
After a decade of journeying within, Christine, the Spiritual G was born! Today, my vision, my obsession is to help Empower you to be your dope self, and be that spiritual (gangsta) guide for you I would've wanted to have back then, to help align you with who you are, so you can attract all the dope shit meant for you, and in turn, live your dopest life!
So, to you, my brave dope soul, wherever you're at within your journey to
becoming your dope self, It's never too late ! ;)
How Do You Get There?
Much Love & Peace,
Christine, The Spiritual G <3